::FROM THE DESK OF THE 2ND AUTHOR::

Sorry sgt2..as 2nd author aku lmbt sket nk update..sbb xde tenet..
aku tau ko mrajuk on the day yg aku cancel last minute..seriously..aku mmg nk gi..aku demam agk truk ari yg kite jnji yg nk kuar same 2..sorry sgt2..perasaan bersalah agk tinggi nih..haish..pls..will make it up to u soon k..

thank u sbb doakan sama aku dapat keje..n alhamdulillah aku dapat dh keje..as lecturer..sbnrnye aku xmo jd lecturer..aku seriously x reti mengajar..

seriously this thing is bugging me a lot since i have to teach each n every day..bkn x bersyukur..ye..sangat la bersyukur sbb at last i got a job..every1 was pleased and relieved when i deliver the news to them. but then..they did not know that i have no interests at all in teaching. i may look cool on the outside..but inside.. T_T no one really knows the truth that i am not capable of teaching. not that i am afraid to teach but i really cannot do it..it reminds me of my practical which i did b4..it was a disaster. i went thru my days as if i was forced and i was like a walking corpse. i hate it so much..but people don't know this. when i said i did not apply to be teacher, every1..includes my family was so upset with my decision. and every1 was like saying things behind me.. sigh..i hate this.

babe..sorry i did not express much..or rather give full explanation..and i mixed up the language..sorry sgt2..aku agk serabut skrg..nway..hope to meet u soon.. =(